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throw stones at this still red pond.
rotten black heart is pumping this life to death.
where are your blue coloured marbles?
throw those to this still pond,
be proud-that you make my chest shiver.

where are those pills that eat my disease?
abandon your thoughts at my pond my dear.
each cell is murdering their neighbours
white is always white to me
red belongs to red.

cart moves on its own
where did you hide me?
sun is eating my light.
before the darkness declare me as its enemy
let me be free from light, for i belong neither with light or darkness.

murdered sunsets, orphaned sunrises
moon covered by stained white cloth
life claim its half, i claim my part
and in the middle you stand with your mob of conflicts
my window glass is broken.